♥You'll never be mind

2009-08-05T12:30:00.001-07:00

In another 1 hour time, D will be heading to airport ): Shag..

2009-08-03T08:58:00.000-07:00

Saturday 1st August 09,
D chase me home to send my resume but end up i dint go back home (*lucky she never scold me), went to causeway and meet up with my family & granny:) Mummy & two of my sis bought a shoe for granny and went to have a snack at macdonald. Cousin rina & her boyfriend came over to look for us but we're bout to leave soon. Smoked & left causeway as i'm meeting darl:) Went to ps fetch her, we headed to bugis to buy her stuff and got lots to chat bout haha ! Seems like this meetup is much more better then the first time =) I'm looking forward to more meetups with you ! ;D Train back to jurong, darl accompany me to wait for D arrival & then she took train back home.

Sunday 2nd August 09,
Suppose to reach "hai yin si" temple at twelve am sharp, but we overslept luckily i woke up at 11plus so bath & cab to the temple. Pray xiaoyi, D's granny & her uncle, one of her uncle drove us home & fed mikel. A family outting at west coast? & home sweet home :D Went to the market with D to buy milk & bring tian down for walk.

Monday 3rd August 09,
Woke up in the afternoon time :/ sucha pig right? And train back to sembawang met up with cousin rina she drove me home to take my stuff & amk to collect my pay thats it for the day.
2 more days and D is leaving sg, date is drawing nearer each day. I can't imagine when she's at hk for almost a week? SIGH.

2009-07-31T00:01:00.000-07:00

Friday, 31st July 09
Time flies ..
6 more days D will be flying to hongkong.
D went out for interview & i'm suppose t go home to send my resume but i guess i'm really too lazy to go home from north to west :/
Tmr most probably will be going town to company my darl for her lunch? :D
3 more days to my pay day that's fast.
Bout my work everything is settled !:) & i've return someone's her phone which doesn't belongs to me sounds a lil kiddy right? Cause i did ask for her permission if she's in urgent use if not can she lend me for another month? & now she's saying that i'm thicked skin to hold on her phone? hmmmm, kinda funny haha. God is fair enough to lemme see thru i actually have a "friend" like her, so yah it's still not too late to regret having this "friend". As there's nothing for me to be memorable about :)
Hopefully i'll be able to find job :D
See ya !

2009-07-28T04:56:00.001-07:00

Thanks darl for being there for me:)
I felt damn down, two shot at a time haha what a life. & now i really know what her personality really is.
Tuesday, 28 July
Woke up around noon time? D cooked lunch for me =)
A simple lunch but still very happy. Stayed at home for the whole day till now, she's sleeping again cause she's not feeling well. Alright i shall update soon =) gotta find a job now :D

2009-07-25T10:37:00.000-07:00

Saturday 25th July 09,
Jurong point in the evening time, conflicts occur.
" the pot is calling the kettle? " bitch & mind your words. Don't embarrass yourself for what you've done. Awwww, i pity your parents born you out & you make yourself so cheap.
Alright let's not talk bout this don't affect my mood :D
I've been sneezing the whole day gosh, damn tiring & i'm perspiring ):
Night cooked porridge for D, she guide me along.
Wow, seems like it's very awful ;p sorry for that !

2009-07-24T21:32:00.001-07:00

Friday, 24th July 09
Stayed at D's house for the whole day..
Doing nothing, meanwhile i'm gonna try my best to find work ! Until now i don't know how to face my parents esp my mum, how am i gonna tell her that i've quitted, sigh..

Saturday. 25 July 09
D's down on slight fever, poor thing recover soon !

2009-07-23T08:28:00.000-07:00

Surprisingly i quitted my job..
& what the heck it spoil my day.
And i fucking hell miss vivian & boey. I failed to tolerate my bosses.
Currently i'm damn piss off.
Will update when i'm feeling better.

I met up with my dearest darl on 22nd july after work.
i miss her damn damn much ! Promise we'll still remain like the past how we use to be.
Thou its a lil weird that day but then we manage to talk so much & complain so much.
Darl always remember i'll be there for you =) & i'm wondering when will be our next meetup :D
Miss you deepdeep !

2009-07-21T13:21:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, 21st July
Once again i lost my way, i don't know what i should do.
Why would you have thought this way? Is because you're still hanging over her.
I'm stupid enough to stay at your house for quite some time, wherelse i know something is not right in between all this while it's not easy to change. I use to be like you & i learn from my lesson, i think it's time i should give up.. I don't wish to hear anymore excuses , nonsense.. I'm tired of hearing all this. I don't blame people who step in this relationship you're the one to blame everything,what you've told me in the past can't be erase from my mind it'll stay on this way how the way i'm looking at you. Almost spending everyday with you, i starts to see you more clearly then the past..
God bless me & direct me to the right plc.

2009-07-20T09:38:00.001-07:00

Few days back ..

Friday, 17 July - 18th July
Station at Tampines, everyday the same routine after work train back to jurong with D.

Saturday, 19th July
Sales was really very bad, after work vivian do facial for me :p & train back to jurong

Monday, 20th July
Station at Ang Mo Kio our new outlet, surprisingly & coincidentally saw xiaoyong he's working just beside my shop lol & saw ivan. Time flies it's like oh my fuck god, really very fast.
& D came over to fetch me, was quite shock cause she doesn't know where is my work plc at thou she know its at Ang Mo Kio. She bought me a polo tee thanks :) Train back home to get my stuff & back to jurong again, tmrw i'll be station at Toa Payoh see i've been shifting here & there and thats very bad indeed. Alright pictures will do the talking sleeping !

Boey !

Vivian !

Me !

Me & nikki @ coffee club

D

Tortise

Heart shape box =)

2009-07-16T10:43:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, 15 July
Lastly i made up my mind to work, D came over to fetch me home without any notice.
Went home after work.

Thursday, 16 July
Work is still fine for me, no sales today ha ha i must be a lazybone thats why no sales for me today ;p per usual D came over to fetch me went back yishun for dinner & home to get my stuff and now i'm at jurong. Turning in soon ciaos ~ !

2009-07-14T09:22:00.000-07:00

To C* : I don't know when you'll see this post, merely wanted to post it out for you.
I guess you're quite dissapointed & sad when i told you all those things how i'm thinking, well i can't take any words back. I said all this is for your own good, listen it anot its up to your decision i don't wanna ends up you come back to me & telling me something which won't be good get what i mean? My words maybe me harsh, but yeah. Is for your own good, if not i won't even bother to say all this to you which i've kept in my heart for so long. Maybe i've changed, maybe we're not like the past. We've our own things to do, but i don't know why things you do gets me really upset to the point i really feel like telling you but not scold you. Goodluck to you C* all the best.

2009-07-14T00:34:00.000-07:00

Saturday, 11th July
I changed my off day to saturday, youngest aunt having house warming party located at springleaf. Rina's boyfriend drove us to springleaf & headed to central with them, we went to this shop "World Of Wine" & they bought this famous Icewine for her house warming gift. Went "Gobi" jun hua bought chocolates for rina as an apology for breaking her glass statue. How sweet?& back to aunt house. My back is giving me a damn big problem please shooo off will ya?!
Chitchats with cousin's & night time 9pm cab to Love's house, fetch her & headed to V2. Kinda boring cause not everyone was present yet, just drink relax ~ & played games with her. Omg the atmosphere totally sucks in the early night, th rest came around 11plus?! Around 1plus cab to sembawang went to find D & cassan. Chitchats till morning cab back to jurong, thats why i ended up never went for work & partly is because of my back :>

Sunday, 12th July
Whole day at D's house doing nothing, was kinda tired so most of my time was spend sleeping..
Night time went 501 for our dinner? Was alrd quite late. Back home & i fell asleep.. & she's playing with that "dragonica" game which is similar to maple. Thats how i spend my sunday.

Monday, 13th July
Woke up use lappy awhile, get prepared went for our lunch at th market & i went back yishun to find my elder sis & rina. They played scratch again, they was like addicted to this scratch its kind of wasting money ! My god, i head home to change & partyworld for that night. Eleven plus, went yishun dam for chats. 1am then reach home..

Tuesday, 14th July
Wokeup in th afternoon. Morning citrus & peach tea for me, mommy bought mee hoon for my breakfast?! Afternoon had apple tea & i'm still sitting infront of my computer doing nothing.
Wondering tomorrow will i be going work? I hope i'll its been 4 days..

yeah i know i looks fat !

she's slim !

Last picture for 6th July.
Was at Yishun Mac

Central Subway

Gobi's !

I know i'm red :> that's yeechin.

Me, yeechin & lovey dovey love :D

"If you love somebody, let them go, for if they
return, they were always yours. And if they
don't, they never were."
By Kahlil Gibran